heyho//.

I'm feeling really tired and really confused. It's just the mood I've been in since I woke up, like after a reallyreally long nap. I don't know why I just felt really tired after training. D: Well today's training was quite fun actually. We did qiankong like from 930 to 12. LOL. andand now I'm an official baohu-er. I guess. So that means I help protect all the sec one fanning people. yayye. It's actually pretty fun. I don't know. But I was yawning through out, and claudia thought I was tired and bored of saving her. lol. Actually I'm pretty impressed with their qiankongs. I think they're starting to get. Mine however, is seriously inconsistent. Which is so screwed. And I did one which felt like a qianzhi. Except that I landed sitting down, like duh. Then we had like half and hour to finish our tramp renwu. Wulaoshi gave slightly lesser. Cause it is seriously not enough time and we have like so many pple. And now I kick when I do pa. It's so irritating, and when I don't kick I don't shen, which is freaky painful and really irritating. blimey.

So after that, I went home with bug again. As usual, and we did like loads and loads of talking. Which made me think alot, and that is why I'm abit confused bout my feelings and so on. Anyway, yeah we did loads of that kind of thought and I feel a little less confused yet more in the other sense. See? Now I'm talking weird. Gosh I'm screwed.

I can't exactly say why I'm confused and what's it about here, cause its CONFIDENTIAL? I think. Oh and I decided to skip dinner, I don't feel hungry, might be cause of my mood or otherwise it's cause I had a really really full kfc lunch.



And I'm so confused now I think I could walk into walls.