pls just pls stop it.

If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me
(what would you do?)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular
(tell me, would you?)
Well, baby I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")
[Chorus]Yeah, becauseI can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell me, would you?)
See, what's the point of waiting anymore?
Cause girl I've never been more sure (that baby, it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you've been waiting for (just say "I do")

abstracts frm the song "My Love" by Justin Timberlake

beautiful letdown

hear me
im callin for you.
save me
cuz i cant hold on
and i feel like giving up
cuz im tired
im trying to keep my faith.
but i cant stand the pain
take me away..
somewhere far
in other words.
dont make me wait...

im still waiting..
and it seems like things will nvr be.
but im gonna wait.
cuz i believe.maybe u arent the one.
but i'll wait.
and i believe one day.i'll find who.

why?why are u bein like this.
why are u making urself miserable?
yea we'll miss the old times.
but we shld move on.
this is onli one part of life.
one tt everyone will go thru.
sure at first it seems hard.
but maybe if u tried.
everything will be different.
dont just give up.
there are soo many people out.
u'll meet many new peops.
and maybe not see ur old frens tt much
but u shldnt be afraid to be you.
to let em like u for u.
why go thru all tt pain???
how do you noe they dont like u for u.
even if they dont at first.
continue to be you.and slowly they'll learn to like u love u for who u are
you dont have to forget about the old times.or stop bein frens or totally forget about em.
but at least noe they arent the onli people in the world.
pls dont just give up when times are bad
u can do it.
stop tellin urself u cant and u wont.
try and dont alwaes give me the same answer.positive tt u'll fail.
just like our frenship
we pulled thru in the end
give urself and peoplke around u time
and a chance.
wait.and believe

lalalaa...
HEYYS.
todae was like quite okaes.
FPS is like really hard.i just do all the riting.well they made me.
and we're like trying to make one of the most boring classes interesting.
by coming up with really lame stuff for our presentation.xD.
and like we're doing this so called "skit".and im like the skater dude.which is kinda weird.xD
my class is starting to bond.sorta.but they havent got to the cheering part yet.
we're still like one of the softest class??haizz.
1/7 JIAYOU HOR~
gym todae was pain.cause like i did a backward roll and hit my cut on my knee.
and it hurt like siao.and we had to do 30 crunches??when like 2 daes ago we could barely do one??
i can do like 10.but 30 is like really crampy.
i stopped having cramps.NOT BAD U NOE??
todae got newbie.and i was like teaching her howta do forward roll.cuz i couldnt do anything.
yea.HOMEWORK'S PILING UP.and im like SUPER BUSY.
so..i cant rite much.and my angel letter response lvl's dropping.i used to reply by he nxt break and now i take a day.well. im sorta behind on my reading homework.soo.i better go before my dad starts nagging.
o and i wont be using the com so often le.cuz.my mum's banning me.AND i've got hw to do.
SO SAD.u noe its really hard being a nerd.not tt im one.im tryin to be a half nerd.which is good??
hmm.i wonder how kymberly can stand being one.but the nerd attire is TOTALLY OUT KAES~
well sadly my two good friends are quiting gym.x( i sorta joined cuz of em too.luckily i made some new frens.otherwise.i'd have totally died.
well i guess i better go now.byee

GOSH.im having this really back stomach cramp now.
urgh.anw.on with my day.
had PCCG todae.
was quite okaes.
SECRETS WERE REVEALED.. hehe xD
then..we had PE.
we were 15 mins late.
and totally got scolded.well we deserved it lah.
its the latest we have been.
though the rest of the teachers let us off.first time.
then we did warm ups and she went thru stuffs.
and all the non tracky peops were like.DIE.
we can barely do two rounds and we need to do 8
OMG.die le.COMFIRM.
then it was recess.
i was lazy to go up to get my wallet so i borrowed money frm jia hui
then it was language arts.
i was tryin to write my letter but i couldnt cause i had to do a lot of writing down.
then it was history.and mr mackintosh saw my angel letter on my lap and tot i was writing and exclaimed really dramatically.
anw then it was lunch and jia hui bought lunch for me.THNX!!btw i still owe u.WHOOPS.
then it was cl.kinda boring.but it passed really fast.
then t was geog.and everyone really enjoyed themselves.my class filled with uncracked nuts were finally cracked a bit.
and they were LAME.
YAY 1/7~ RAWK ON!!!!!
o yea had tuition.
and tmr still got gym.
i hope xt and amanda didnt forget.but i guess its too late to call em.
just now i tried.xt not home.smsing would be rather useless since they hardly check their phones.and they have such cute ones.x(
haizz.im really tuired and crampy and not in a very good mood.
i think im just tired.
o and to my two angels.SORRY I DIDNT REPLY YET!!
the teachers were really alert this time.x(

haha.now for todae.
first thing in the morning we had ICT.
the coms are sooo nice!!
the user and pass are like no.s so its kinda hard to rmb.but i managed to anw.
yea and we changed our passwords.
but its kinda like onli intro.soo we didnt do much.
then we had language arts angain.BUT cause i had no letter to write so iwas even border.
then it was recess,and i had SUSHI!AHA!
then it was science.
and we got a major scolding for being late AND for not gettin the notes frm the photocopy room.
the practical test was really fun.
and my lab partner's really good.just tt she doesnt talk much.
then we had our first calligraphy lesson.
and im a really bad calligraphy person.
its just not my thing.yea kymberly seemed to be enjoying it.
AND my table got stained.x(
then it was lunch.AND i totally forgot about buying a stacl of A4 size paper for physics printing stuff for the class.CRAP.
then it was history.it was quite interesting.
but a lil scary especially when the Mr Mackintosh[our teacher]suddenly turns and points to u and asks u a question.and he stares at u with his huge eyes.its like.AHH~
haha.yea and he keeps making these funny actions.
then it was integrated math.and we learned some stuff.something bout prime no.s
then i had gym.and i realised i forgot to bring my PE.
soo..i borrowed PE frm cl.phew.
and i got there early.xD
we did lotsa stuff.TIRING STUFF.
first we did backward row.
and cause like no one taught us how.we were like experimenting.
ell until the senior showed us how to.then we were starting to do it rite.
but it was like easier cause the mat was like a ramp down so we have like gravity or wadeva and its way easier to do backward roll.
then we did the combination.forward row. cart wheel cart wheel.like i do until i cnnot do properly lerh.
then we did handstands and i realised i could do it with less help.and i finished faster and sorta did more cause my queue onli had two peops.grace and me.
grace's really gd too.just sometimes she might fall.but so does everyone else lah.
we did thirty.the rest did 15 and a few more.but their queue was way longer.
o and FYI we did handstand on the wall so its much easier.we wont flip and bag our heads.
then we did jumping.really tiring.
then stretching.OUCH.the one im least flexible in.
and then we did PT:PYHSICAL TORTURE.it is totally lorh.
2 sets of 20 20 20.
20 v sits.20 rocking thingy. and 20 proper push ups.
DAMN TIRING LOR.
yea then it was time to go home.and it was like raining like anything.
haiz..i came home bath then i was soo tired i went to sleep.
then woke up at 8 15.
then did homework and all then without realising it was 10 40.OMG.
well i better sleep lah.DIE LE.tmr got history i havent read yet.urgh.

yesterday my com.SUPER LAG.soo.this tag is for yesterday.
first period-ART.
SUPER CHIM SIA~
got lotsa stuff to do.x (
then Math..kinda boring.
i was busy writing letter to my angel.xD
then..recess i think.
went to popular to buy file and some other stuffs.the queue was like DAMN LONG LOR~
and i was late for class.so obviously i didnt have time to eat.and i was like starving??
then after language arts we had a lecture in the hall.
VERY CHIM~
somemore kinda boring almost slept.
then i went up to class to put my stuffs and i followed natalie to the canteen to buy food
I FINALLY HAD A CHANCE TO EAT!!!and like in the lecture hall and during class my tummy was growling!
after lunch we had cl culture.blah..
after tt we had a math diagnostic test.
it was like DAMN HARD LOR~
i like did less then 18 qs seriously and seriously means read qs then guess.
the ress orh i didnt even look at the q eh.just anyhow shade.
o and I JUST GOT ADOPTED BY ASHLEY'S ANGEL. WHEE~
SO COOL!!i got two angels!!
haha mine adopted ashley too.
and if i find out one i'll definately be able to find out the other cause they st nxt to ach other.
but pz found out who her angel was and now not fun lerhs.
no more mystery..
hmmm..im still thinking of my angel name.
o wells i still have like 1 year to decide.xD

HELLO.
todae was tiring
like VERY.
my bag was heavy.
then first period we had dance class.
it was all stretching and stretching
then it was language arts
we had to write a compo.
haha and before tt i was writing a letter to my angel.xD
yea like we had really little time?
i shortened my compo like anything AND i got like hand cramp for writing really fast.
well at least faster than usual.
than after recess was cl and culture.
the teacher is like SOO NICE.
but she speaks real fast and with her accent pitch and pronunciation its kinda hard to catch wad she's sayin.
then we had science.(physics)
did alot of writing.like takin notes and all.
the teacher speaks really fast too.but todae we didnt really learn much cause she had to like do intro and rules and blah blah blah..
and one thing they all have in common
is the speed they go at.
its like WOW.my brain AND hand really gotta start workin harder AND faster.
o and then we had nanzhongquan.
it was really tiring and stretchy.
and the teacher was like askin me if i did it before cause im so called "quite good"
but i was like thinking.
ive nvr done wushu in my whole entire life.xD
yea then it was class contact time.
for the individual thing.it even reach ME.xD and im like no.5
YAY.im soo glad on of my form teach. is the gym teach too.
talkin bout gym.
it was kinda fun.in a way.
its like sth new for me.well not exactly lah.
they are quite strick.but even though some peops dont think so..
i think the seniors are actually kinda nice.
did alot of stretching.foward rolling.cut wheeling.tiptoeing.and swinging of arms.
like my whole body's really tired.
but i tried my best.xD
the forward rollin's quite okaes.my cut wheeling's really SLOW~my tiptoeing's really wobbly and i keep hitting my legs for the swinging of arms thing.
well the tiptoeing and swing of arms is actually one action.
its for the jumping.
and i have really bad coordination. I loose the beat really easily.
and like for everything we do fifty by fifty.
like for forward roll we did like 50 +15
then for cut wheel i did 50
then the pointing toe thing like dunnoe how many minutes.
but its not as easy as u think cause you have to like contract ur muscles so tt like when the senior pulls one of ur leg up the other one must be able to go up with it naturally.like sticking like super glue??and they test by trying to pull ur legs apart too.
then for the tiptoeing thing a total of 50+50+50.
and evrything is like in a role
u get like 1 minute(or less)break after every fifty.
so u have to do like again and again non stop.
and we do the split stretching for a really long time and after tt its like hard to even close ur legs.
yep.TIRING EH~
but its still kinda fun.tiring fun~
well.todae's not too much homework.just some checking dict thing for cl.
but i've got lotsa stuff i need to bring.
well im gonna sleep early todae cause im really tired out.
so..NIGHTS.xD

hiaz..apparently my skin didnt come out rite
the frm lamer 101 onwards everything's cancelled
which is not supposed to happen
anw. todae was quite okaes lah.
i like the cheering session.ROCKED MAN!!
sadly like about 3-4 or more peops in my class are crazy
the rest are still uncracked nuts.
yea we played the bomb game and it was really unsucessful.
yea the cheering session was quite good.
haha.but the counselors can shout as loud as the whole of the sec 1s
which means..

THERE ARE LOADS OF UNCRACKED NUTS!!!
haha.
yea.i changed my url and looked for skin
did my template but sth went wrong
and i dont noe wad.
anw i just sent my template codes to ly to fix.
but she aint online now.
so i'll have to wait.
anw.SORRY CUZZY FOR NOT TELLIN U SOONER TT I CHANGED MY URL.
i was going to mah~
i got my locker todae
and the lock is seriously hard to open.
YAY!im sooo excited tmr first gym practice.xD
15 00 to 18 00
like im wondering wad to do in tt one hour.
they shld start 15 mins after sch ends cause like we shld have had our lunch le anw.
haiz.lessons start tmr and i have a dance class first period
and like how we gonna change on time???
haiz..SCHOOLS GONNA OFFICIALLY START..

haiz.had a pretty tiring night.
was trying to wash off the stain on my ny uniform.
i scrubbed and scrubbed and dipped and dipped and soaked.
STILL cant come off.
my parents gave up
so i guess i really hafta buy another one.
HMPH.
like it was onli the second day and the first time i wore tt blouse and now i cant anm.
i just feel really bad tt so much money was wasted.
so rules hafta be set.
1)no drinks on the swing
2)no dirnking milo
3)no standing near peops with milo.
O MAN.
i wonder how much a blouse cost.
DANG.i just feel really really bad.
well at least my shoes are clean
cause of the whitener.
which i SOOOO wish there was one for clothings
and i wish our uniforms werent made out of tt material.
once its stain.really hard t get off.
anw.im trying to find a good skin.
cause i aint really liking my current.
and i have half anw.
so i'll hafta end ...
HERE.

todae was fun.
loads of screaming.xD
i like the moving the blue sheet thingy.
it was really fun.and it was nice seeing my class working as a team.
and and WE WON.
1/7.WHOO~
AND GUESS WAD.
i heard frm my angel.
and i really really like her.
she's really nice.
if u ever read this.THNX
oo and the alphabets thing was nice to.
but i didnt run at all cause im F so its like it didnt appear in all their words.
yea.we got really dirty.
and i got my jacky.xD
btw pingzheng!
U OWE ME $7
oo i got into gym YAY!!
im kinda happy cause my good frens are there
AND the senior's really nice
plus it looks REALLY fun.
but a bit sad cause i wont be learning dance
but i was thinking since God let me in
its his plan.
the mini concert ROCKED!!
totally.
i really enjoyed myself.
then like after tt i was like.
totally hyper.then we were like screaming and jumping and laughing AND dancing.
yea then i decided to stay with pz to check out the booths
and they were like all over
and i kept having to turn peops down.REALLY SAD
but d thing pz was with me.cause i'd direct em to her.
and she practically signed up for everything
well not exactly but like every one we passed.
except for sports.
we didnt go to the sports one.
though i went to see the netball one.
its like SO COOL.AHHH~
xD.yea i LOVE the modern dance.
IT ROCKS MAN!!
yea yea FINE~the band IS quite cool.
but band aint really my type of cca
though i must sae
their performance was like SUPER NICE.
YAY BAND!!
the theatre club one was quite nice wad.
oo and NPCC was really funny.
VERY ENTERTAINING!!!
as in the whole concert
AHHH~
YAY NANYANG!!!
todae rocked man!!


o and elysha??the stains arent washable.
THNX ALOT

and again.
I HATE ME

and wad seemed so near
is now so far away
and i cant seem to catch up
im losing you.
u promised.
but i guess it aint in ur power
maybe its my fault for not trying hard enough
or maybe we were nvr meant to be
and i shld just give up..
u seem so far.i dont noe if i can even talk to u
maybe i shld let go.
but somehow
it just seems a lil wrong
cause we tried so hard to pull thru
and u might think we havent gone thru.
but we have
and now we will nvr be...

the battle has not yet been fought
and the soldiers are are slowly givig up

HELLO.xD
todae was slightly better.
i didnt get lost.YAY!!
yea we took our photos and then had a school tour.
then we had recess..i got my popular card
after tt we changed into PE and went for the core sports tryouts.
yepp.judo was like kinda scary.
gym was like kinda fun.and i got chosen!!
yea sadly i adta turn them down,i didnt tell them.but i guess like if u didnt sae anything
they'll take it as a no.
yea then we went for basketball and squash but like five peops went for em.and the rest just sat and waited.
then we went for track
and like when we were about to race my shoelace came off and i was like CRAP
but no time so i just ran and my shoe came off.
HOW SAD.
then we went for softball BUT
like i couoldnt throw the ball.
i kept throwing it to the other lane
and i like batted 6 TIMES!?!?!!?-.-
haha.i dont got my parents' sport genes.SAD.
luckily i didnt sae anything about my parents being really good softball players to the softballers.
otherwise itd be really..
yea.i came home and felt really tired
so i bathed ad wenta take a nap.
woke up at like 4.3o and stayed in bed until 5plus
then i got up and helped my dad with the cooking

and like i feel really worn out.
and like my lungs feel really tired out and heavy.sorta
like my classmates are already all slit up into their old frens so its really hard to get along
and they are kinda quiet
but they're all really nice
and like i sorta got to noe this girl called Delena
cause she's register no.4 and im 5. so we went for the tour together.
and the seniors are like SUPER FUNNY AND ofcourse really nice.
i liked the gym senior.she's really nice.and so are our "tour gides"
yea.im like still not very used to secondary school life.
but one thing's for sure i really gotta buck up my chinese and work really hard.
cause i dont want my parents' money to go to waste.
mum's letting me buy a NY jacket.YAY!!
and get a locker but i gotta be really organised and i cant afford to be really blur and forgetful anm.
i dont got lyeann in my class no more to remind me.x(
o wells..im not a very sporty person
so i thik i'll sign up for performing arts
i mean it IS wad ive alwaes dreamed of doing.
mum called my tuition center and GREAT NEWS>
my tuition teacher teaches on tue fri sat and sun
so i CAN join gym
though its too late.
but if its God's plan then he'll let me get in
but its unlikely
all i can do is pray
and i CAN try out for modern dance
but i'll have to work SUPER hard
studies and all.
so yea.
tts all for todae.
NIGHTS!!

We are given a fresh start not only at the beginning of the year,but every morning when we wake up. We have the chance to start anew and make things right.

FIRST DAY.
todae was quite okaes lah.
just lotsa talks.
the PSLs were great!
kinda crazy but really funny.
tmr's photo taking plus some cca thing.
the core sports.
fortunately my class will be taking our photos first.
so like we will still be neat and not sweaty
YAY.haa..tmr can wear PE!!lame lah.
and i seriously gotta get some contacts.
havent really interacted with my classmates.
haiz.im like still really sleepy.
havent got used to the wakin up early.
i better sleep early.xD

here are my five choices for cca-s

1) netball
2) modern dance
3) theatre club
4) Debate club
5) girl guides

i miss those times in phpps
the laughs.the cold jokes.the tears.
and i still crack up when i recall the time a few of us were playin pass-on charades in the parade square
and one of our topic was people.
so it was like really funny.all the actions .
yea i think i can remember the people we acted out
ruixiong.elaine.hongjie.chuanling.
well those are the ones i remembered.well cause the actions were the funniest??
haha.
good times.
haizz..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
to all who have been dead earlier on
and have just been revived today
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF SARCASM.

and in two daes,
IM FINALLY GONNA WEAR MY NY UNI.YAY.
haha.yea.spent the whole of yesterday(other than the time in church)
WATCHING TV!!!
yea.and SADLY i missed my countdown frm Disney channel.
JUST CAUSE my parents didnt want to believe tt it was the same time as s'pore.
i mean like they show the shows according to time ya noe.as in the program started at 7.30
and it also will at 7.30 in KOREA.
like DUH~
AND they still dont believe.HMPH.
and ive got ulcers in my mouth.
OUCH.
they hurt like anything.it was pain enough with my braces rubbing against my skin
now its a HUMP.so it touches it even more.cause MORE pain.and then it'll just worst and worst and more painful.DANG.
yea to all the peops who wished me happy new year thru sms..
THNX.AND A VERY BLESSED NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO!!
i didnt reply cause i wished peops a happy new year on christmas at the same time.
yea and heard frm elaine there are terrorists in thailand bombing tourist area.
so to all my friends holidaying in thailand.AND the thai peops.
IM PRAYIN FOR Y'ALL.