Thursday, May 17, 2007
today's a SAD day.
it rained again.
according to huilin
its cause her teacher's coming
and it always rains when she does.
for amanda she has to do PT
hahah. GOODLUCK DEAR((:
wells. nth much happened.
and even making dumplings didnt really cheer us up
and even though i was trying to be hyper
deep down i was sad
and maybe its true
misery's looking for me
and i cant run away
well its just a thought.
and we can change our thoughts
though its always easier to stay negative
at the swing
spilling everything out to amanda
just made me remember tt feeling
i dont want to remember
and its been there all along
and i've just been trying to forget abt it
but i cant and
everytime tt happens to me
the feelings back
i dont wanna feel.
and i wish i had someone.to understand
and whats the use anyway
@ 4:58 PM
