Friday, December 15, 2006
haiz..
one moment of my oliday was just so filled up with stuff
i used to have sth on every few days.
now its just so boring.
im pooped cause i cant go for any gathering
dang..
im just sitting like in the study room
listening to the same 4 songs over and over again
drifting off
thinking bout stuff tt totally make me feel sad
and im still thinkin.
i havent fully gotten over it
and im like its not as if im still crazily in love with him
just feeling stupid
not only for tt case
for many others
and just listening to these songs
the feeling just keeps gettin stronger
but i cant stop listening to em
i aint exactly broken
im just hangin.
confused
i dont noe how im supposed to feel
sad?happy?broken?
well i guess there are some lessons learnt here.
nvr make anyone ur everything
cause when they're gone,
u've got nth left.
and just when im beginning to get on
someone just rubs it back in.
oh please i beg you.
just give me a break!
@ 10:54 AM
